We are currently in the final day of the Libra Full Moon – which according to Astrology holds the symbolism and meaning of everything to do with balance – rebalancing, recalibration, re-evaluation and release.

This weekend was a beautiful one of presence and simply family time. 

I didn’t get to do much on the creative side, but can also feel in myself that it was okay to let go. 

How funny that it happened to be the day that I walked into the crystal shop, and bought my first moonstone. 

A moonstone. Symboling new beginnings, transitions, and somehow an energy I was feeling pulled towards in this transitioning phase of my life. 

I am finding myself in a period of a bit of disarray. Where I feel different things, again pulling at me. Is this the split voice? 

The throat and G-Center and sacral, and the spleen and my root. 

Split definitions (and for some who even have triple or quadruple splits), this can be a constant source of frustration as it can feel like there are constant voices or literal people pulling at you from within towards different directions. 

In the Jovian Archives, Ra Ura Hu speaks about split definitions as being here to teach us about partnerships. 

As someone who growing up, had become conditioned to be hyper self-independent to a detriment of allowing in help and influence from others… partnerships seems to have followed me my entire life. I’m sure to teach me lessons. 

I have had turbulent relationships throughout my early 20s and 30s, which taught me many lessons, about love, self love, and learning to be and accepting another – while at the same time seeing the mirror of what I needed to learn, evolve, grow and develop within myself.

In my professional life, even when I forewent the collective path, and chose the solo path of entrepreneurship – partnership followed me there. 

I am grateful for the lessons these have taught me (despite fighting all the way), and know that I am better as a person, business person, mother, partner, and guide for others, because of it.

The energy feels like it is finally settling.

If you have a split personality (or triple, or quadruple), know that it will feel like your energies may constantly feel like competing forces and voices against each other (when operating in the shadow of partnership), and to know that its natural dynamic will be in partnership. 

While you will have your inner core authority – whatever that may be –

(for me, this is the Sacral – and that deep inner gut feel of ‘knowing’ – that will need to make the final decision)

Know the decision cannot come until there has been input gathered from all the voices within. 

For me, I have a small split where my spleen (centre for fears and intuition) is connected to my root (my centre for doing/acting), and the second connection being my sacral, G-center and throat (centres for self direction, expression and my life force / decision making).

This is challenging because it feels like I have literally two voices of inner knowing (the gut, and the intuition) as separate energies.

But what has been helpful for me is to see each voice as simply sources of input (to honour each), and to perhaps slow down and put a hold on “doing” (through my root which is not connected to my sacral), and to take the time and connect with what feels true in my heart, and allow my sacral to say yes or no.

Is movement and decision making therefore potentially slower? Yes. 

But as with the beauty that is the nature of partnerships, the result of that will always be infinitely more layered and rich as a result of blending together two energies.

This post is about using those little voices of resistance within you, as signals to look deeper, what is going on? 

That when we stop fighting with ourselves, and begin to listen, that there is always beauty and wisdom to be found.

As a Manifesting Generator, a split voice and slowing down of decision making and acting – both in my own internal partnership (and my external ones too), it isn’t something that comes naturally. But the soothing of that inner fight through hearing it, and knowing that I’ll be able to run infinitely faster, and in ways more aligned by tuning in to these voices and knowing the role they play is what has helped me to allow that energy to settle, and return to flow. 

Are you a double, triple or quadruple split? Or perhaps a single definition with split definitions in your life? What has been your experience with split definition, and how it shows up own your life?

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I am a 5/1 Sacral Manifesting Generator. This blog and the articles contained within represent my true experience with Human Design (and work I do with clients), as well as other Identity Psychology toolsets used within my work.

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